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[02 Sep 2005|11:50am]

Add my new journal, this one sucks.

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Non-Existent Mind

[25 Aug 2005|09:57am]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | L7-Masses are Asses ]

Things are definately beginning to look up for me. I finally got my shit together and asked for a raise, and got it (w0ot). I might also still have the chance of graduating early, but only if i work my ass off 20x harder than i expected.

I've also noticed my attitude has been real gloomy up until this week too. I took shit too seriously, and i've been uptight. No one was worth my time, i always felt like shit and didn't want anyone to think they had the right to suggest how i should spend my night. Which was very bitchy and self centered, And i'm sorry <3.

♥ ♥ ♥
Shitney

1Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[13 Aug 2005|03:57pm]
[ mood | Dead. ]
[ music | ELASTICA-Your arse my place ]

Jesus fucking christ school is tomorrow!!!! The only subject i have left to make up is gym, which equals 2, TWO whole credits of remediation.

::Dies:: x_x

Non-Existent Mind

[13 Aug 2005|12:37am]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Dead Kennedys ]

You used to be a partner in crime
Now you say you ain't got the time
Gotta get serious, gotta plan
Gotta pass those entrance exams
Oh my God
It's senior year
All you care about is your career
It's a life sentence
It's a life sentence
It's a life sentence
It's a life sentence
You're squelching your emotions
All you talk about is old times
You don't do what you want to
But you do the same thing everyday
No sense of humor
But such good manners
Now you're an adult
You're boring

It's your life sentence
It's your life sentence
It's your life sentence
It's your life sentence

The walls are closing in
You stayed too long in school
I'd rather stay a child
And keep my self-respect
It being an adult
Means being like you
Are you really you you you you you you you you you
Are you really you?
No
You're a chained-up dog in a yard
Don't see much, you can't go far
Pace and froth, you're getting sick
Run too fast it'll snap your neck
You say you'll break out
But you never do
You're just another ant in the hill
That's your life sentence



This used to be my favorite song by Dead Kennedys, but now i don't think i can stand it anymore. Why? Cause its sooooo fucking true now, I seriously shouldn't be committed to a damn thing right now in life. And go figure I'm committed to every fucking damn thing, Taking shit too seriously. Fuck this, i'm really starting to miss the good ole droog days.

2Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[20 Jul 2005|11:30pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Lower Class Brats- Sex & Violence ]

AWWWWwwwww. Lately i've only had guy friends and a boyfriend to hang out with. And since Alex had to leave me for two whole weeks for Florida, I've been bored outta my fucking mind. Luckily Nizel was able to steal Kris's car and steal me for the weekend before i seriously hurt anyone or myself. We went to the movies and seen monster in law and drove around aimlessly forever until kris got off work. I really need to start catching up with some of my old friends or go back to my old school or something, lately i've been real isolated and have had..two, three people tops to hang out with, wereas before i've always had something to do and someone to hang out with every night. Christ i hate having a job and no social life anymore. I'll probably get hair extensions this weekend, maybe life will improve then on, or just make my life a whole lot easier. Fuck yeahhhhhhhhhhh.

3Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[30 Jun 2005|09:15pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Tiger Army ]

I hate my job. I used to love working with those cute, precious pieces of shit kids, but now i just can't fucking take it anymore. I almost squeezed the shit out of one today for kicking sand in my eyes. I should quit and get a job involving coffee.

4Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[15 May 2005|03:39pm]
[ mood | Better ]
[ music | Afi-halloween ]

Stole from Lauren

Love
You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person
that just craves that fairy tale love where you
will be swept off your feet and live happily
ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or
dream about it so much that you either see all
the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell
yourself that anyone could be your soulmate.
You long to have someone by your side and you
want to give back on the romance part too, not
just give.


What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
brought to you by Quizilla

Non-Existent Mind

[15 May 2005|03:32pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Horrorpops-Emotional Abuse. ]

AARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWW.


I think i'm becoming anti social. I have been a bitch/mute to anyone who has tried talking to me for almost two weeks. What the fuck is my problem? I don't know either. I hope no one has takin it personally. I finally bought Donnie Darko, and yes watched it and have to say that its one of the best movies ever. Someone come over and watch it with me or something cause everyone here is sick of it.

2Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[15 May 2005|03:22pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | Horrorpops-emotional abuse ]

I need to get drunk, stoned or laid soon before i stick my head in a blender.











ps. I'm getting my hair done tomorrow. cut-dyed-splendid.

Non-Existent Mind

[30 Apr 2005|01:28pm]
[ mood | Happy as Hell. ]
[ music | Tiger Army- NEVER DIE!! ]

Tiger Army was Fuckin Sick! I couldn't stress enough how much fun i had seeing Lauren, Davis, Frankie and Nat. I fucking miss them kats. Lauren we gotta hang out more, outside of concerts.

♥ ♥ ♥

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RANDOM ALERT! [30 Apr 2005|01:28pm]
Updating pics from one-two weeks ago, enjoy.  )
1Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[30 Apr 2005|12:36pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | murder city devils ]

I haven't updated in awhile so instead of being a pain in the ass i'll update everything in a paragraph, tops.

Last weekend: Went to Maranda's, Ethan's and Molly's for going away party with Alex (update pics later)

Wednesday: Alex surprises me with Flowers AND tiger army tickets! ♥ ♥ ♥
Also, Jeremy's Death in a car accident ='(

Today in Rotten history:

Apr 30 1945

Newlyweds Adolf Hitler and Eva Braun kill themselves in the charming and romantic Fuhrerbunker, ending all hope for a ten-thousand-year Reich.

</update>

5Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[17 Apr 2005|02:13pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

FUCK.

Alex's B-day was today (w00t) and we were gonna go to slipknot but one Sillyassed cockbite band member didn't feel good. BOX Seats, that's what we had, fuck. I'm more upset because I can't see Alex tonight =/ On his BIRTHDAY, fuck. I feel like an asshole, I couldn't wish him happy b-day earlier because my phones being a worthless piece of shit, AND I couldn't hear him well on my other phone. I so hope he doesn't think I spaced our whole conversation, Fuck.




♥ ♥ ♥

1Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[08 Apr 2005|12:31am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Horrorpops-misstake ]

My Crotch Collection.  )


♥ ♥ ♥
Shitney

9Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[30 Mar 2005|08:10pm]
[ mood | Super ]
[ music | Tiger Army-Ghost Tiger ]

I'm losing weight. YAY for Brittpee. >.

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[27 Mar 2005|10:00pm]

Sat | July 16 | Utah State Fairgrounds | Salt Lake City, UT

NORTH STAGE
SOUTH STAGE
MAURICE STAGE
VOLCOM STAGE
The Transplants
Fall Out Boy
MCR
The Offspring
Strung Out
Relient K
Dropkick Murphy's
Thrice
Mest
The Starting Line
Senses Fail
MXPX
Simple Plan
Avenged Sevenfold
Matchbook Romance
Atreyu
No Use For A Name
Gogol Bordello
Silverstein
Hawthorne Heights
Reggie & the Full Effect
The Unseen
Billy Talent
Rufio
The Explosion
The Bled
Underoath
ASG
Valient Thorr
The Matches
Hidden in Plain View
Halifax
Gym Class Hero's
Horrorpops
Bedouin Sound Clash
Strike Anywhere
KEVIN SAYS
     
Fail to Follow
The New Transit Direction
Skint
Dr. Neptune
Preston
Single File
Introspect
Cigarette
Close To Home
   

2Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[27 Mar 2005|09:40pm]
[ mood | Pissed ]

I'm about ready to blow a fucking fuse.  )

3Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[26 Mar 2005|09:42am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Stray Cats ]

Christ I love Alex.

Yesterday i hung out with Alex and his Sister Maranda Allnightlong. It was Awesome. We ate at the red iguanna then hung out for 4 hours at the coffee shop/Orions music shop. There was a concert at the coffee shop so we didn't get to hang out with Molly and Ethan as much as we would've liked to, but we all had fun playing Guess the Gender watching all the emo kids.

Maranda Ethan and Molly are all going to move to Florida, They all want me and Alex to go live with them but I have school, and Alex doesn't wanna leave without me. sigh. I hate being only 17.

End.

♥ ♥ ♥

7Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[19 Mar 2005|11:36pm]
[ mood | Rich Bitch. ]
[ music | Midnight Oil- Beds are Burnin ]

Today I got in the worst argument with my dad, Over what? nothing. Christ it was depressing, I had like a nervous break down and starting crying.



On a higher note I went to a BBQ over at Alex's house, With his sister, and her friend Lexie (Sexy Lexie.) It was awesome even though i was kinda outta place. I also Won 20 bucks playing poker. It was so awesome because for the first 15 min I literally won every hand I played. Fuck Yes.

2Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

[17 Mar 2005|10:22pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Mouthwash-drop the bomb ]

TIGER ARMY


May 6, 2005 (Friday) - Salt Lake City, UT @ In The Venue
w/Street Dogs, 12 Step Rebels
Venue is located at: 579 West 200 South, Salt Lake City, UT 84101

Who's goin?

3Off The WagonNon-Existent Mind

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