Forever Trapped...

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 02:17:32 GMT

Add my new journal, this one sucks.

_coffee_cat

thanks.

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 03:49:34 GMT

Things are definately beginning to look up for me. I finally got my shit together and asked for a raise, and got it (w0ot). I might also still have the chance of graduating early, but only if i work my ass off 20x harder than i expected.

I've also noticed my attitude has been real gloomy up until this week too. I took shit too seriously, and i've been uptight. No one was worth my time, i always felt like shit and didn't want anyone to think they had the right to suggest how i should spend my night. Which was very bitchy and self centered, And i'm sorry <3.

♥ ♥ ♥
Shitney

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 21:57:28 GMT

Jesus fucking christ school is tomorrow!!!! The only subject i have left to make up is gym, which equals 2, TWO whole credits of remediation.

::Dies:: x_x

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 03:28:20 GMT

You used to be a partner in crime
Now you say you ain't got the time
Gotta get serious, gotta plan
Gotta pass those entrance exams
Oh my God
It's senior year
All you care about is your career
It's a life sentence
It's a life sentence
It's a life sentence
It's a life sentence
You're squelching your emotions
All you talk about is old times
You don't do what you want to
But you do the same thing everyday
No sense of humor
But such good manners
Now you're an adult
You're boring

It's your life sentence
It's your life sentence
It's your life sentence
It's your life sentence

The walls are closing in
You stayed too long in school
I'd rather stay a child
And keep my self-respect
It being an adult
Means being like you
Are you really you you you you you you you you you
Are you really you?
No
You're a chained-up dog in a yard
Don't see much, you can't go far
Pace and froth, you're getting sick
Run too fast it'll snap your neck
You say you'll break out
But you never do
You're just another ant in the hill
That's your life sentence

This used to be my favorite song by Dead Kennedys, but now i don't think i can stand it anymore. Why? Cause its sooooo fucking true now, I seriously shouldn't be committed to a damn thing right now in life. And go figure I'm committed to every fucking damn thing, Taking shit too seriously. Fuck this, i'm really starting to miss the good ole droog days.

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 05:42:25 GMT

AWWWWwwwww. Lately i've only had guy friends and a boyfriend to hang out with. And since Alex had to leave me for two whole weeks for Florida, I've been bored outta my fucking mind. Luckily Nizel was able to steal Kris's car and steal me for the weekend before i seriously hurt anyone or myself. We went to the movies and seen monster in law and drove around aimlessly forever until kris got off work. I really need to start catching up with some of my old friends or go back to my old school or something, lately i've been real isolated and have had..two, three people tops to hang out with, wereas before i've always had something to do and someone to hang out with every night. Christ i hate having a job and no social life anymore. I'll probably get hair extensions this weekend, maybe life will improve then on, or just make my life a whole lot easier. Fuck yeahhhhhhhhhhh.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 04:18:35 GMT

I hate my job. I used to love working with those cute, precious pieces of shit kids, but now i just can't fucking take it anymore. I almost squeezed the shit out of one today for kicking sand in my eyes. I should quit and get a job involving coffee.

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 02:49:49 GMT

Stole from Lauren

You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person
that just craves that fairy tale love where you
will be swept off your feet and live happily
ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or
dream about it so much that you either see all
the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell
yourself that anyone could be your soulmate.
You long to have someone by your side and you
want to give back on the romance part too, not
just give.

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Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:37:26 GMT

I need to get drunk, stoned or laid soon before i stick my head in a blender.

ps. I'm getting my hair done tomorrow. cut-dyed-splendid.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 18:12:35 GMT

AARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWW.

I think i'm becoming anti social. I have been a bitch/mute to anyone who has tried talking to me for almost two weeks. What the fuck is my problem? I don't know either. I hope no one has takin it personally. I finally bought Donnie Darko, and yes watched it and have to say that its one of the best movies ever. Someone come over and watch it with me or something cause everyone here is sick of it.

Sun, 08 May 2005 02:35:28 GMT

Tiger Army was Fuckin Sick! I couldn't stress enough how much fun i had seeing Lauren, Davis, Frankie and Nat. I fucking miss them kats. Lauren we gotta hang out more, outside of concerts.

♥ ♥ ♥

RANDOM ALERT!

Fri, 06 May 2005 04:05:15 GMT

Maranda's ridiculously huge dildo, on a fan.

Pic from school.

Chris's van.

My cat, in a toilet.

Sun, 01 May 2005 06:39:22 GMT

I haven't updated in awhile so instead of being a pain in the ass i'll update everything in a paragraph, tops.

Last weekend: Went to Maranda's, Ethan's and Molly's for going away party with Alex (update pics later)

Wednesday: Alex surprises me with Flowers AND tiger army tickets! ♥ ♥ ♥
Also, Jeremy's Death in a car accident ='(

Today in Rotten history:

Apr 30 1945

Newlyweds Adolf Hitler and Eva Braun kill themselves in the charming and romantic Fuhrerbunker, ending all hope for a ten-thousand-year Reich.

</update>

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 01:18:53 GMT

FUCK.

Alex's B-day was today (w00t) and we were gonna go to slipknot but one Sillyassed cockbite band member didn't feel good. BOX Seats, that's what we had, fuck. I'm more upset because I can't see Alex tonight =/ On his BIRTHDAY, fuck. I feel like an asshole, I couldn't wish him happy b-day earlier because my phones being a worthless piece of shit, AND I couldn't hear him well on my other phone. I so hope he doesn't think I spaced our whole conversation, Fuck.

♥ ♥ ♥

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 00:05:51 GMT

Skyler

Skylers Crotch

Paul

Omare

Mine

Marcella

Liz

Kummer

Some Kid

Katlynne

Jaki

Frankie

Emily

Eddie

Eddie again

Daveena

???

???

Cassie

Everyone.

♥ ♥ ♥
Shitney

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 03:07:28 GMT

I'm losing weight. YAY for Brittpee. >.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 04:57:55 GMT

Sat | July 16 | Utah State Fairgrounds | Salt Lake City, UT

NORTH STAGE

SOUTH STAGE

MAURICE STAGE

VOLCOM STAGE

The Transplants

Fall Out Boy

MCR

The Offspring

Strung Out

Relient K

Dropkick Murphy's

Thrice

Mest

The Starting Line

Senses Fail

MXPX

Simple Plan

Avenged Sevenfold

Matchbook Romance

Atreyu

No Use For A Name

Gogol Bordello

Silverstein

Hawthorne Heights

Reggie & the Full Effect

The Unseen

Billy Talent

Rufio

The Explosion

The Bled

Underoath

ASG

Valient Thorr

The Matches

Hidden in Plain View

Halifax

Gym Class Hero's

Horrorpops

Bedouin Sound Clash

Strike Anywhere

KEVIN SAYS

Fail to Follow

The New Transit Direction

Skint

Dr. Neptune

Preston

Single File

Introspect

Cigarette

Close To Home

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 04:36:36 GMT

I understand that I'm lucky I have a roof over my head for what shit all happened at my old house, But it really pisses me off when my parents suggest that spending every waking moment with my sister isn't that bad. BULL Fucking SHIT. I Share a room/bed with my sister, I go to school with my sister and have 2,3,4,5 periods together, THEN right after school we leave for work, Which we both work at until six. So I literally Go to bed with my sister, wake up with my sister, go to school with my sister, Go to work with my sister, just to come home and do it all fucking over again. Fuck you. Don't tell me it's rude that I'm pissed the fuck off that I have no indepentence outside my sister, And i have no doubt in my mind she feels any different.

So just shut the fuck up.

♥ ♥ ♥

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 17:57:29 GMT

Christ I love Alex.

Yesterday i hung out with Alex and his Sister Maranda Allnightlong. It was Awesome. We ate at the red iguanna then hung out for 4 hours at the coffee shop/Orions music shop. There was a concert at the coffee shop so we didn't get to hang out with Molly and Ethan as much as we would've liked to, but we all had fun playing Guess the Gender watching all the emo kids.

Maranda Ethan and Molly are all going to move to Florida, They all want me and Alex to go live with them but I have school, and Alex doesn't wanna leave without me. sigh. I hate being only 17.

End.

♥ ♥ ♥

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 06:37:10 GMT

Today I got in the worst argument with my dad, Over what? nothing. Christ it was depressing, I had like a nervous break down and starting crying.

On a higher note I went to a BBQ over at Alex's house, With his sister, and her friend Lexie (Sexy Lexie.) It was awesome even though i was kinda outta place. I also Won 20 bucks playing poker. It was so awesome because for the first 15 min I literally won every hand I played. Fuck Yes.

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 05:17:25 GMT

TIGER ARMY

May 6, 2005 (Friday) - Salt Lake City, UT @ In The Venue
w/Street Dogs, 12 Step Rebels
Venue is located at: 579 West 200 South, Salt Lake City, UT 84101

Who's goin?

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 05:14:52 GMT

Since when did I all the sudden become addicted to Gwen Stefani?

Tick-Tock
Tick-Tock
Tick-Tock

"Take a chance you stupid hoe"

Hahaha I love it!

♥ ♥ ♥

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 07:05:46 GMT

Remember my short hair years, cause I'm officially growing it out as of.....now. ♥ ♥ ♥

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 03:27:54 GMT

Holy shit.
I went to dinner with my sister and our boss and I farted in her car, it was one of those silent but deadly ones. It was sooo fucking funny. Just randomly my boss just screamed " Holy shit who farted? " I should be boss of the FDI because I convinced my boss it was Jaki. Holy shit I'm the coolest.

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 04:47:26 GMT

You are Kip Dynamite and you love technology.

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

which happy bunny are you?
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Sun, 27 Feb 2005 07:45:14 GMT

Social Distortion, Social D., Backyard babies = 25$
Tattoo Convention = 25$
Dress = 55$
Hair = 40$
Shoes = 27$
Make up and bullshit = 20$
Tickets for prom = 32$

Me = Broke

Someone wanna take me to the following?
Hot Hot Heat = 15$
Modest Mouse = 25$

I really need to win the lottery.

♥ ♥ ♥